• mental health

    From mary4@21:1/204 to All on Tuesday, December 24, 2024 21:05:32
    is it ok to talk about this?

    this is the time of year i tend to suffer alot
    F25.0 is what i has
    and cPTSD


    what year it is? xD

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  • From apam@21:3/197 to mary4 on Tuesday, December 24, 2024 19:59:54
    is it ok to talk about this?

    i think so. i dont see why not. as long as its respectful.


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  • From mary4@21:1/204 to apam on Wednesday, December 25, 2024 03:23:31
    i think so. i dont see why not. as long as its respectful.
    of course it would be respectful <3
    anyone is welcomed to share experiences of stories if they are comfortable doing it

    i have alotof turama and it triggered my psychosis
    and got me schizoaffective dirorser bipolar type now

    i dont want to sh or s or si because i am in a pact with my lover... and i actually dont want to hurt her so this girl is in a pact

    so there....
    i know kinda dark but if you got people hurting you on vrchat and accusing thing that u did not do it would degrade your mental health alot.. especially if your parents dont help </3


    thank you for listening to me <3

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  • From Uber-Geek@21:1/161 to mary4 on Tuesday, December 24, 2024 09:48:11
    is it ok to talk about this?
    this is the time of year i tend to suffer alot
    F25.0 is what i has
    and cPTSD

    Hi Mary, I feel it's totally ok to talk about what you're going through.

    I'm glad to hear you are getting help. As a fellow PTSD survivor I can say the road is long, but in the end it's worth the journey.

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  • From Nightfox@21:1/137 to mary4 on Tuesday, December 24, 2024 08:11:42
    Re: mental health
    By: mary4 to All on Tue Dec 24 2024 09:05 pm

    is it ok to talk about this?

    this is the time of year i tend to suffer alot F25.0 is what i has
    and cPTSD

    I think it's okay. There are a lot of people who have struggles with mental health, and I feel like mental health might not be talked about or addressed enough by a lot of people.

    Nightfox
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  • From Utopian Galt@21:4/108 to Mary4 on Tuesday, December 24, 2024 10:42:21
    BY: mary4 (21:1/204)

    |11m|09> |10i know kinda dark but if you got people hurting you on vrchat and|07
    |11m|09> |10accusing thing that u did not do it would degrade your mental health alot..|07
    |11m|09> |10especially if your parents dont help </3|07
    If people are not classy, its usually not a good idea to hang around there.


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  • From poindexter FORTRAN@21:4/122 to Nightfox on Tuesday, December 24, 2024 10:41:38
    Nightfox wrote to mary4 <=-

    I think it's okay. There are a lot of people who have struggles with mental health, and I feel like mental health might not be talked about
    or addressed enough by a lot of people.

    It makes me want to go back to school and become a therapist. There's a
    growing need for them, finding a good one who's taking new patients is
    getting difficult, and I'd love to set my own hours. :)



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  • From mary4@21:1/204 to Nightfox on Wednesday, December 25, 2024 07:59:37
    I think it's okay. There are a lot of people who have struggles with mental health, and I feel like mental health might not be talked about
    or addressed enough by a lot of people.

    thank you <3

    yeah it is not talked about enough

    i am scared to talk about it in most online places because of heavy discrimination i been through because of psychosis and mania <3

    yes i have turama with that deeply


    but i tested this area and yall remind me of Linux Forks Luanti server
    where everyone is nice <3

    thank you <3

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  • From mary4@21:1/204 to Uber-Geek on Wednesday, December 25, 2024 08:01:19
    Hi Mary, I feel it's totally ok to talk about what you're going through.

    I'm glad to hear you are getting help. As a fellow PTSD survivor I can
    say the road is long, but in the end it's worth the journey.

    thank you so much <3
    yeah i am struggling hard rn

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  • From mary4@21:1/204 to Utopian Galt on Wednesday, December 25, 2024 08:03:08
    If people are not classy, its usually not a good idea to hang around there.
    thats what i am doing i am recovering from that and advoiding those people

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  • From mary4@21:1/204 to poindexter FORTRAN on Wednesday, December 25, 2024 08:09:07
    I think it's okay. There are a lot of people who have struggles with mental health, and I feel like mental health might not be talked abou or addressed enough by a lot of people.
    It makes me want to go back to school and become a therapist. There's a growing need for them, finding a good one who's taking new patients is getting difficult, and I'd love to set my own hours. :)

    the best therapists are ofthen my own people and been patients them selves! <3

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  • From Nightfox@21:1/137 to poindexter FORTRAN on Tuesday, December 24, 2024 12:18:07
    Re: Re: mental health
    By: poindexter FORTRAN to Nightfox on Tue Dec 24 2024 10:41 am

    It makes me want to go back to school and become a therapist. There's a growing need for them, finding a good one who's taking new patients is getting difficult, and I'd love to set my own hours. :)


    That's true :)

    Nightfox
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  • From mary4@21:1/204 to All on Wednesday, December 25, 2024 11:59:28
    how is everyone doing these days? <3

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  • From apam@21:3/197 to mary4 on Wednesday, December 25, 2024 09:18:16
    i think so. i dont see why not. as long as its respectful.
    of course it would be respectful <3

    Yep, I am sure you would. I was saying it more generally, sometimes
    people (especially those who haven't experienced it), can be a bit nasty
    about it.

    i dont want to sh or s or si because i am in a pact with my lover...

    Great, some people say there are good ways and bad ways to manage, but I
    say what ever way keeps you alive and through it is the good way.

    thank you for listening to me <3

    :)

    anyone is welcomed to share experiences of stories if they are
    comfortable doing it

    I've been on anti-depressants and anti-psychotics for most of my life.
    Starting from when I was in high school. I moved to perth when I left highschool, by myself. Made some great friends and fell in love with a
    girl. She was a really beautiful person, so caring and always put others
    before herself, so cute and funny. I adored her. She died - suicide. I
    was broken, and drank for a number of years 6 - 7 to deal with it. Most
    people would frown on drinking, but it got me through. My medication got increased too around that time, and actually just got reduced a bit again
    a month or two ago, and things are going good. Although it happened 20
    years ago and I've since got married and have a son now (plus two
    daughters who didn't make it) and although I am happy, I still to
    sometimes wonder what life might have been like.

    So thats my story, I say time can heal all wounds, but it doesn't erase
    them. There's always scars.

    So yeah, keep your pact, and do what you can to keep going - life always
    has new things to throw at you and they aren't always bad :)

    Andrew

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  • From apam@21:3/197 to poindexter FORT on Wednesday, December 25, 2024 09:24:34
    It makes me want to go back to school and become a therapist. There's
    a growing need for them, finding a good one who's taking new patients
    is getting difficult, and I'd love to set my own hours. :)

    I think it would be one hell of a tough job though, especially if you're
    an empathetic kind of person.

    Andrew

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  • From paulie420@21:2/150 to mary4 on Tuesday, December 24, 2024 16:38:13
    anyone is welcomed to share experiences of stories if they are
    comfortable doing it

    i have alotof turama and it triggered my psychosis
    and got me schizoaffective dirorser bipolar type now

    i dont want to sh or s or si because i am in a pact with my lover... and
    i actually dont want to hurt her so this girl is in a pact

    i know kinda dark but if you got people hurting you on vrchat and
    accusing thing that u did not do it would degrade your mental health alot.. especially if your parents dont help </3

    thank you for listening to me <3

    I think BBSes offer a good community for these types of discussions - we're not all up in your grille and you don't have to go through the weird feelings of talking it out in person.

    I don't have the same issues you do, but I think we all have our own... I've dealt with addiction and impulse control - and still do...

    At any rate, know that theres ears and hearts in these interwebs - and vrchat can't be good for anyones mental health!!! I know PokerStars is a shit show, and thats leaps and bounds less toxic than vrchat!! :P

    Hope the season goes well for you - just day by day. I hope you can enjoy the season; Merry Christmas mary4!!



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  • From mary4@21:1/204 to apam on Wednesday, December 25, 2024 15:34:53
    Yep, I am sure you would. I was saying it more generally, sometimes
    people (especially those who haven't experienced it), can be a bit nasty about it.

    i dont want to sh or s or si because i am in a pact with my lover...

    Great, some people say there are good ways and bad ways to manage, but I say what ever way keeps you alive and through it is the good way.

    thank you for listening to me <3

    :)

    anyone is welcomed to share experiences of stories if they are comfortable doing it

    I've been on anti-depressants and anti-psychotics for most of my life. Starting from when I was in high school. I moved to perth when I left highschool, by myself. Made some great friends and fell in love with a girl. She was a really beautiful person, so caring and always put others before herself, so cute and funny. I adored her. She died - suicide. I
    was broken, and drank for a number of years 6 - 7 to deal with it. Most people would frown on drinking, but it got me through. My medication got increased too around that time, and actually just got reduced a bit again a month or two ago, and things are going good. Although it happened 20 years ago and I've since got married and have a son now (plus two daughters who didn't make it) and although I am happy, I still to sometimes wonder what life might have been like.

    So thats my story, I say time can heal all wounds, but it doesn't erase them. There's always scars.

    So yeah, keep your pact, and do what you can to keep going - life always has new things to throw at you and they aren't always bad :)

    Andrew

    i have a friend who actually did commit suicide.. they where just like me... and dang... your gf from those times REMINDED ME OF MY SELF ....

    shit....

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  • From mary4@21:1/204 to paulie420 on Wednesday, December 25, 2024 15:38:36
    I think BBSes offer a good community for these types of discussions - we're not all up in your grille and you don't have to go through the
    weird feelings of talking it out in person.

    <3
    I don't have the same issues you do, but I think we all have our own... I've dealt with addiction and impulse control - and still do...

    i am addicted to my friends and lovers
    <3
    At any rate, know that theres ears and hearts in these interwebs - and vrchat can't be good for anyones mental health!!! I know PokerStars is a shit show, and thats leaps and bounds less toxic than vrchat!! :P

    yeah it is not good too many shitty people and bad perople but i have a joke about vrchatters... there are 2 types of people on vrc

    the drunkards and the mentally ill (menheras) xD

    pa> Hope the season goes well for you - just day by day. I hope you
    can pa> enjoy the season; Merry Christmas mary4!!

    thank you <3

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  • From paulie420@21:2/150 to mary4 on Tuesday, December 24, 2024 21:27:04
    pa> Hope the season goes well for you - just day by day. I hope you
    can pa> enjoy the season; Merry Christmas mary4!!

    thank you <3

    I'm concerned about you... hit me on other socials - or 512.636.1003. You're going to be ok tomorrow.. as you are today.



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  • From mary4@21:1/204 to paulie420 on Thursday, December 26, 2024 01:09:36
    I'm concerned about you... hit me on other socials - or 512.636.1003. You're going to be ok tomorrow.. as you are today.

    !!!! whats that ip address? i am known as mary4/sparky4 on most social medias like mary4 on discord

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  • From Exodus@21:1/144 to Mary4 on Wednesday, December 25, 2024 07:37:09
    !!!! whats that ip address? i am known as mary4/sparky4 on most social medi


    That appears to be a telephone number.

    ... I am Ingnio Montoya. You stole my tagline. Prepare to die.

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  • From mary4@21:1/204 to paulie420 on Thursday, December 26, 2024 02:09:07
    I'm concerned about you... hit me on other socials - or 512.636.1003. You're going to be ok tomorrow.. as you are today.

    my phone number starts with 318
    if u recive a call from that then .. its me wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww xD my brwrain feels fiunny like i am growing an antanna! <3 wwwwwwwwww

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  • From paulie420@21:2/150 to mary4 on Wednesday, December 25, 2024 09:50:40
    !!!! whats that ip address? i am known as mary4/sparky4 on most social medias like mary4 on discord

    Just a google voice # for text/calls. I often don't hear it ring as its an app...



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